Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Bubbles letting go of bubbles

A lethargic feeling entered my vein, and out burst the cloud of dust mites withered from PCP. The bolted throttle just blew away my hard core heavy brine. And contusions have given off power.

Oh me oh my oh mini skirts, why dost have thee given thine such empty promise?

The burns are slender and bitter and bright, and grabbing me hard and twisting my fate, and breaking me apart, and shoaling my frame, and impaling my soul, and beating my boots, and staggering my swagger, and churning my leather, and forever boasting on my deeds.

The trivial half suited fluoridated magenta spring suits you perfectly.

Wisked away wisked away, the stain under thine breaches is powder keg. I begged my mother to give me away, but alas it is of no avail.

The one for you, I said, dreadful pressure forming the crevices of my brain disfunctions the manner of my accumulated salient brow, and over and over again do the failings of my lesser contact give me an aligned sense of forboding.

Pursed and forbiden to venture further from this bravado, and a groin sunken to my breast plate, belated turnstile manufactured respresentations sworn off pleasures.

Instead, I am no longer this massive instinct and volumic threading cocked to expunge enlightened gentry, no matter the to sensuous blobs unforgiving prices maligned judgement and boat swain.

Thorough postures and voted stages sacrificed baleful wretched epoxy circular overdrawn spectacle.

Plight therefore seasick sailors lurched in the crest and gale strength turns the terrible into your sexist lisp.

Let it all go, let the beams of light and sworn off genitals and bright lights and the banter and the wait, and the surface, and the proud gesture, and the scheming, and the waking scorn, and the elbow flex, and the under arm stretch and the jury and the victor and the seacscape over land, the wake, the pale, the meek, the gesculating, the seering, the prize fighting, the further from sight, the licked prince, the venerable lass, a horses ass, a samwich, a ditch, a bought, a bout, a fraut, a lime, a jeer, a cinch, a wretch, a grab, a horn, a fan, a frame, a forlorn, a blot, a jet, a hammer, a fin, a sword, a shrine, a sin, a scab, a stone, a sheath, a swan, a slice, a cern.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

I bought a cryogenic patch to wear with my officer's jockstrap

What does it take? The twenty something nightmare is coming to it's disgusting close. The thirty something nightmare will now take over. I am prepared and that is why I have boughten plenty of water and accoutrements that will allow for the overall takeover. Sure, I haven't yet been through, or around the block yet, but I am unafraid that the tsunami rain would take us overboard. Who's coming along?
Our wrought pilgrimage lambasted through the latest 10 years left us in the vaulted swell, I am hammered, I am yet to be yoked, or egged or leathered. TRembling....

Can I blame everything on everyone else, can I? I want to. I do to. When push comes to shove, I give in to the impact. Wear the misery I always thought. I never had that drama ridden all over my face. Ok I take it back. There a nurse to turn over your wounds. I don't get overly excited anymore. I'm wondering whether the sensible part of my rationale will give way to light with that slow steady pace. Whether the exposure and the doubt and the confusion has it's place. Whether I can be the hero. Whether the life runs red.

Rest... rest... rest....
I wonder, with religion comes a strength I don't believe in. Faith in the unknown pours. Does that same offering show itself when the Earth shakes? Does the Earth shake from our movements from God? The atheists crackle when the flame runs hot. The blood soaks the clothes and makes us human. An ode to God delivers us from the flame. I am still unconvinced.
I blot out the sun with my eyes. I peel away the sulking babies. Is it too much to ask to be frozen into a grown blade. Does it make sense?
It's never too late to run.